:-(

i have been putting off writing this post because, in my mind, somehow i thought that if i didn't think about it and verbalize it, it wouldn't exist. but the time is here. tomorrow i go back to work :-( i think that i am too pretty to have to go back there and leave mr. pieces. we have spent the better part of the past 6 months together, every day (not counting the few weeks i had to go back to that place to close down the classroom because fmla is only 12 weeks long).

sigh. i hate that i have to go and raise and teach other people's children (although i do love them) when i should be with my own little boy. how i dread to leave this little face...

sigh again.